My official mood today is "Emo Mango." I've been listening all day to my favorite Emo music (Radiohead, Massive Attack, Depressed...I mean Depeche Mode) just to help get it all out. The weather, is very Emo here today and our big snow storm is no more. I was looking forward to spending the day in bed....but to no avail. Car issue is not resolved, long...boring story I cannot tell again right now...but it's still at the shop, except now it's a zillion pieces on some guys floor. sucky:(
And the doc wonders why I have these migraines.
For the record....just to clarify...I really AM a happy person. I love life and I feel really good and positive about MOST of the time. But today, is not that time. It's just that day where everything feels complex and have to many things to think about and make decisions about....car, money, Max, work demands, getting Kasha neutered IMMEDIATELY, my ever expanding waist line, picking the right cat food for Pumpkin cuz everything is being recalled and I can't keep straight which foods are which.
Luckily, I don't feel overwhelmed by most of it....I'm just sort of resigned to the fact that this is how things are right now and am trying to plug through one thing at a time. In one hour, I will go home and snuggle up warm and cozy with Max and take a nap. Then, I will get up and have a salad and some cranberry juice and watch a movie.
I won't think about my poor car or how much money I don't have or the fact that I am behind on everything at the moment. It'll all get done. AND it WILL still be there tomorrow, so tonight...I rest. and breaaaaaaaathe.
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Even cowgirls get the blues sometimes. 'tis okee. Hang in there.
*hugs & smoochies*
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