Go round and round, round and round.....
I fell off the bus yesterday and had dairy for breakfeast. I feel physically weighed down and something is a bit off for certain. I committed a vegan cardnal sin by eating somewhere I was pretty sure didn't have many options for me AND I was starving. So I basically set myself up for failure and today and am regretting that failure deeply. Partly because I have managed to do extremely well for several months now, but mostly because I feel sickened by the whole idea of eating those foods and like failed a cause I am committed to.
Today is a new day and I am back on the bus. I am feeling like I need to do a formal cleansing of some sort, in all my spare time I'm sure I'll be able to make THAT happen (gifaw) so I'll just recomitt my focus to what I believe is important and chug the water in hopes of flushing out my system.
Friday night Max and I went to D's play at his high school in Denver. West Side Story (Ha, Crys...thought of you! I feel pretty...oh so prettttty) perfromed by quite the high school cast. These kids are fun to watch, such talent and promise. D certainly had those dance steps down and Max was entertained for the entire performance, certainely an indicator of how captivating each scene was.
Saturday C & Max went to the art museum (free 1st sat of every month, score!) and I....what did I do? I painted my nails, took a nap....drank some wine, talked to Kristen on the phone and watched a Tupac movie I'd never seen or heard of. The boys came home and C had yet more work to do and trips to make and next thing I knew, M & H were at my door banging on it like the damn police. Normally I might mention to someone that banging on the door in such a manner is a little irritating, but it's M and he's pretty much harmless and has good intentions...so I didn't curse him for startling me. This time. Next time I might answer the door with a bucket of ice water. We'll see, guess that's his gamble:)
M & H had a party to attend and hung out for only a bit before speeding off to the next destination. They are cute, like all couples trying to work through what works for them, what their boundaries are...not to mention finding out who they are in the process. Being young and in love isn't always easy, some times sacrifices are nessisary and real life stuff eventually pops up that must be dealt with...but the whole process can teach us so much about who we are, what we want, what we don't want and being selfless.
Sunday went shopping to get Mj all set up for soccer (starts tonight, how exciting!) and did some laundry, resting...so on. C worked on school projects well into the night. Another weekend flew, but it was a fun weekend for me. The last before our weekends are loaded with soccer games and outdoor activities. SPRING is almost here - that's right! I'm sort of ready for clearing of the air, out with that stale winter stuff and in with the new summery smelling, fresh stuff!
Happy Monday All...may the wheels on your bus bring you to a place of peace.
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