Apathy

A notable lack of passion about much of anything today. Some laughter though. I sneezed at my desk and pistachio went everywhere. Then I was laughing and sneezing and cleaning pistachio bits and snot off my monitor. That was pretty funny. The dog peed in the house this morning (winter weather brings a new set of challenges with potty training) and I felt myself going through the range of motions…oh no, what if this becomes a problem? Why would she do that after she was just outside? Freaking dog, now I have to wash my comforter again….grrrrrr.

Otherwise, I’m just sort of like meh…whatevs. Maybe it’s the weather. It’s freezing and rainy and supposed to snow tonight. I’m really tired today too, not a lot of sleep last night. Dreams keep coming in waves. They all seem to involve Max on trains, air plane crashes, being lost in New York City or driving off a cliff. They can be pretty startling, last night I woke up after the lost in NYC dream. The buildings are huge, you can’t see any sky and they are all very looming. I don’t envision NYC like this at all, in fact, it’s somewhere I’d like to visit one day. But, in my dreams…it’s a scary place for some reason.

Anyway, back to work. Blah, don’t even care about that today. I’d rather be at home, under the covers with the pee pee dog.